Never have I ever worked harder in my life to promote myself and my modeling and gotten absolutely.nowhere. I’ve never had any trouble booking in Texas, New Mexico, Utah, arizona, Oregon, Washington, or literally anywhere else. California has screwed me over at every turn. Sick to death of this bullshit. Exhausted and utterly broke. My car was broken into in SF and a bunch of my camping gear and 90% of my clothes stolen. When I expressed my frustrations with this, I was devastated at the outcry that I got; that people called me ignorant and ill-informed. Oh, and that the drug problem there “isn’t that bad.” You are all in denial, your city smells like piss and diesel, and just because you live in a nice district and pay $2000 a month for a shoebox apartment doesn’t make the city any better. Fuck this. I’m angry and disappointed. I will be disappearing from this fucked up rat race and not coming back. I’m resigning from modeling and I’m resigning from the internet. There is a little place in the woods waiting for me with no cell reception, no wi-fi, no malls, no bars, no idiots or lunatics. Just me and my babes. I can’t wait.